first direct light touch 10:51am e
10:59am šŸ‘ told garrick šŸ‘ was scared yesterday on our walk after the sunset. scared again like in march when the pandemic was just starting because the infection and death numbers are spiking now and we are living in a city in a cottage with neighboors close by spitting neighbours generating virus cloud swarms. šŸ‘ am learning too trasmutate this fear into a different energy so that this new energy can power my independance. the energy in our universe is a constant so its only a matter of shifting energys, 怰 怰 怰 waves 怰 怰
begin again. working with intensity on this new website while living a small cottage with garrick and a white cat. in a way tings are also completely different. so all still the same and yet completely different. if one excepts this paradox than all the baggage of time, emotions and fear that tie me down, drain my energy, melt aways.
so that eye we become empty. "be water" bruce lee to flow with time but knot in time during these covid times. than fear is gone and šŸ‘ am knot scared anymore.
šŸ‘ had this idea that everytime he wood come out too smoke~spit šŸ‘ wood rush out with a megaphone šŸ“£ and say: "attention! attention! neighboor spitting towards my home during a pandemic! attention! attention!" and with a šŸ smoker and garrick with two giant lysol spray cans and toogather we wood puff puff a protective cloud aroond our šŸ” butt garrick felt this was too confrontational. garrick is usually right