👁 told garrick 👁 was scared yesterday on our walk after the sunset. scared again like in march when the pandemic was just starting because the infection and death numbers are spiking now and we are living in a city in a cottage with neighboors close by
spitting neighbours generating virus cloud swarms.
👁 am learning too trasmutate this fear into a different energy so that this new energy can power my independance.
the energy in our universe is a constant so its only a matter of
begin again. working with intensity on this new website while living a small cottage with garrick and a white cat. in a way tings are also completely different. so all still the same and yet completely different.
if one excepts this paradox than all the baggage of time, emotions and fear that tie me down, drain my energy, melt aways.
so that eye we become empty.
to flow with time but knot in time during these covid times.
than fear is gone and 👁 am knot scared anymore.
👁 had this idea that everytime he wood
come out too smoke~spit 👁 wood rush
out with a megaphone 📣 and say: "attention! attention! neighboor spitting towards my home during a pandemic! attention! attention!"
and with a 🐝 smoker and garrick with
toogather we wood puff puff a protective cloud aroond our 🏡
butt garrick felt this was too confrontational.