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👁 oscilate between wanting too tell everyting and nothing my nature is secretive (rabbit) yet hear is this public diary 👁 remember reading the diaries and letters of scientists, artists, dancers, random blog diaries mysterious strangers the ether all helping lights if the light of the diary is true than woodn't it bee eternal and help another too?
"👁 wonder if 👁 should open the studio to the public for two days. there are many who are kind to the work. 👁 think somehow perhaps 👁 should. it might help someone. 👁 don't like it but it's my job, perhaps." emily carr 12 feb 1934 6am
👁 found this quote in the morning when 👁 was tinking about this diary and this was the random page that showed up. or was it emily helping? when 👁 read the diarys of emily carr 👁 dont feel so alone art⚡️life a strong bond with emily and her living with god and art and life
[read emily carr's diary from 18 feb 1934]
08 may 21 is opening of my first drawing show it will bee in new york city every day draw a facet of god too draw god it will take more energy than our sun over its entire life span ever drawing failure? how? how? how? its always the same question ⏱🤍 tremendous energy too ignite break conditioning too think me all time the purpose of existence is to go beyond time ok! drawing show first time transform life all time
the more there is of me the less there is of god
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