photon of light leaving the sun
8 min 20 seconds
too reach my
first direct light touch
oscilate between wanting too tell everyting and nothing
my nature is secretive (rabbit) yet hear is this public diary
👁 remember reading the diaries and letters of scientists, artists,
random blog diaries
if the light of the diary is true than woodn't it bee eternal and help another too?
"👁 wonder if 👁 should open the studio to the public for two days. there are many who are kind to the work. 👁 think somehow perhaps 👁 should. it might help someone. 👁 don't like it but it's my job, perhaps."
12 feb 1934
👁 found this quote in the morning when 👁 was tinking about this diary and this was the random page that showed up.
or was it emily helping?
when 👁 read the diarys of emily carr 👁 dont feel so alone
a strong bond with emily and her living with
god and art and life
08 may 21 is opening of my first drawing show
it will bee in new york city
every day draw a facet of god
too draw god it will take more energy than our sun over its entire life span
ever drawing failure?
how? how? how?
its always the same question
tremendous energy too ignite
conditioning too think
the purpose of existence is to go beyond time
drawing show first time
transform life all time